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Im burning up
Gonna throw up
Shaking so fast I smash my fists into the pavement
Causing bruises that dont heal
I want to scream so loud I can never speak
I would be better silent anyway
Alone at least I hurt no one
My organs tie themselves in knots
Im shaking like its the only thing keeping my soul in this body
I want to break things
Break myself
I want to be fixed
Made into the good person I act like I am
I want to breathe
I want to breathe
I want to breathe!
I want to breathe like I have a right to
Take in all the oxygen
I want to take control of my own self
I want to be able to feel openly
I want to live
I want to live
With no chains or tether
Be free
Able to scream if I need to
Laugh if I want to
I want to feel true happiness again
I want to be alive
I feel like a bottle filled to the breaking point
Im about to explode
All my glass
And no one will be able to clean this mess
Cause ive spend to much time cleaning up others
The people I love so broken with their sharp glass but bottles intact
Always there to unload their leaks
The breaking point is to close
And im shaking
I dont want to lose all ive worked for
I dont want to lose but I can't win
Cause im breaking and burning and shaking
And im the firework about to go off in the child's face
Were all so passionate sitting her
You and I in the fire light
The thought of tour kiss
Shivers down my skin
And you hold me close thinking im cold
But I feel like im on fire
Cause you have this strange compassion
And I can hold back my reaction
Is this what its like to be in love
I hope it lasts forever or
Only for this night
Cause if this love fades
The world will turn gray
And my flame will be
Nothing but empty candlelight
Am I a hopeless romantic
Or just hopeless
Cause loves never been kind no
More like a knife
But I keep falling
And I dont even know if this is real
Or if its just my own imagination
Playing tricks and
love is impossible
And these scars and cuts dont heal
But when I feel this affection
The pain subsides but the cuts reopen and
And I dont know if love is real
If it is its not meant for me
Cause im bleeding out
And if this affliction take me again
And breaks me again
I think ill be dust
A song isn't enough to describe this place
Words aren't even here to put the pieces together
But its beautiful and your beautiful
And were here together
And if only for the night we make this wishes into stars
Ill have kissed you on rhe forehead
And well drive slow in crashed cars
And the sun will set without us
Cause were still sitting in the morning sun again

And I know you
Can't stay here forever
Cause forever goes
Faster that we can keep up
But with you time moves slow and pain turns into ashes
And I can't say
That I love you
Cause I dont know
not a love song
Totally a love song
Im over dressed and under fed
Hot on the inside cold to the touch
And if you could see me
And I could see you
I'd dance with you in the rain
Cause weve got two left feet together
And no one watches a dying love story
Oh honey
The only ones that last are the ones you can't make stay
And tomorrows coming but your to caught up in today
So lets have this date and lets be on our way
Cause im too over dressed and your to under paid
alright so I got like a year or so of art dump whoops


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Starting this over since I havent touched it since I was 13. lol. I'm adrian and I like making things I draw knit crochet and sew and im not to great at any of them I just like doing things and making people happy.
Im on tumblr as babytigerheadphones

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kayin1020 Featured By Owner 15 hours ago  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for the fav :D (Big Grin)
wish you have a good day:D (Big Grin)
and if u like my art work,welcome to my fb page :D (Big Grin)…
nighthawkblack1 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014
Your body art is so amazing :) have a great day :)
writer-in-agony Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Read till the end it's adorable! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and I asked,"why?"...The angel said,"angels don't watch over angels!" Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and god says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in god send this to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and god is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you believe in god drop everything and pass it on TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT THIS TO YOU MUST CARE ABOUT YOU
Loveistheknife Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013
I don't believe in an active god
writer-in-agony Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I don't either, but I thought it was sweet. :)
anyazalia Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Loveistheknife Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013
 yeah you too :)
Memory627 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Professional Writer
Airborne Happy birthday!Airborne 
Loveistheknife Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013
yeth it is
Memory627 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Professional Writer
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