This shall be called a...POEM (the angels sing)Why build something up so beautiful
if your gonna just crash it down again
-why do i wanna believe anymore
i wish i had never lived in a hell so sweet
so perfect that when it breaks you
you do not realize till the deeds been done
and theres nothing left of you
- why do i wanna die so fast so young
for the sweet relief of nonexistence
all that i crave is that nothingness
please just let me go
-so i can rot in the hell we created
your nothing is my everything
the knife you used to break my skin i gave to you
and i cannot hate you but ill never for give you
-and seeing as how nothings all ive got why live any more
More depressing sadnessWhat do i do without you
do i kill
do i die
do i cry
what would i be without you
would i be free
would i be trapped
would i be alone
to late i'm gone i've disappeared in the dust
just like a ghost
i promise ill go
but you promise you'll stay
and at the price i have to pay
id rather you not
cause with you
and i would never see
the truth of what wed be
just go and leave me
locked in my solitude
never come back
cause i love you
and if you stay you'll die
and if i go my ghost will follow
you'll be safe i promise
this is the price i have to pay for loving a thing so perfect
please forgive me someday
LiarI can't believe I trusted you
You made me think you cared
you broke my innocence and left me here to die
you made me never trust again
with all your loving lies
you said you would protect me
you made me think I mattered
I never had a chance
I'm fighting crying
you made me never want to love or hope to hav a chance
I'm lying dying
you were the one I was supposed to depend on
the truth is always more painful
love ,hope ,and happiness
you took that all from me
Someday you'll have to pay
I run but you'll find me anyway
when you bring me back down every time its torture don't you know
you made me ya I'm digging out of this grave you dug for me
liars never love but I love you any way
I'm FineI scream out in search of something I'll never find
crying for help I know I don't deserve
why cant you understand I'm in pain
I'm dying but you refuse to see through the smile
I keep insisting I'm fine (I'm fine)
but don't you understand I'm screaming
screaming for you to fucking see
the broken pieces of me
scattered across the bathroom floor
like a suicide note you cant read
I look you straight in the eye
with a sweet lie to make you feel better
and try to convince myself that its true
but the scars say something else
something that makes sense
I don't how you cant see
I'm screaming for you
screaming for you to fucking see
the scars I give myself as the blood
gets scattered across the bathroom floor
like a suicide note you cant read
just fucking look
anyone can clearly see
the hurt that's been there for so long
its burning like a fire consuming my everything
I cant show you you have to look
but you just see the smile and think I'm alright
but that smiles a sad pathetic lie
one I'm si
Mission Revenge 5Venom was first to arise from her slumber and join us outside the van.
"How long have you been up Bomb?" She asked me.
"Will you go to sleep now?" Electric Aftermath practically begged.
"Yeah." I yawned, and went inside the van to sleep. Me being me though couldn't sleep with all the light, so I quickly gave up and went back outside.
"What are we going to do today?" Venom asked, as we were all sitting down to a breakfast of power pup.
"Um well, we're still waiting for Flash Drive. Maybe we can scout around the area a little. See if there's anywhere we could get some supplies, or something." I answered.
"That sounds like a good idea." Radio Star agreed with me.
We all finished our cans of 'food', and piled into the Suburban.
"I have another idea. Maybe Radio could teach me and Venom to drive. Considering she's the only one who can drive currently, it might be a good idea if a couple other people could drive too." I announced from the back of the car.
"I like that idea." Veno
For that thingA young woman named Adrian loved making art, and practiced writing all day long to become the very best in all her town. But one day, she was completely stumped. She looked around her room, full of art pieces featuring mystical cats, sci-fi landscapes of a futuristic Paris, and a portrait of Gerard that looked so real, you could start a conversation with it. But nothing inspired her. Had she really created everything there was to create? Depressed, she looked out her window, and made a wish on a nearby pants for inspiration to return to her. The next morning, she sprung out of bed, and used her skill in writing to create the most beautiful deviation depicting cows running anyone had ever seen. That night, she shouted out the window, "Thanks, pants!"
Mission Revenge 4After about an hour everyone was awake, but there were still no signs of Flash Drive. I was still constantly staring out the window hoping she might walk up soon.
"Chill out." Acidic Venom told for about the hundredth time. "She's coming on foot, I'm sure It will be at least another two days. Probably more though."
"I know. You know how I am though. I get anxious, and rack my nervous over everything." I countered.
Venom just sighed, and left me alone to go teach the others a little hand to hand combat. I just continued to sit on the bench outside the bed and breakfast, and wait.
I had got my notebook out was reviewing some of my old poetry. I always had this book packed away somewhere safe by my side, there was no way I would ever leave this behind. It contained all my poetry that I had ever written since discovering my love of writing a year or so ago.
At that moment I had an idea for a poem, and quickly started scratching the words onto the paper as they entered my thoughts. Whenever
Mission Revenge 3After a good two hour hike back down the mountainside our car came back into view. It was surrounded by Dracs though. Great, just great. They were working faster than I anticipated.
"Stay back, and be quiet." I whispered. Venom nodded, and did just that. "Venom, do you think you could get them?" I said as quietly as possible.
She just gave me a look that said, "As if you don't already know the answer to that question.", and pulled out her ray gun. No sooner had she turned her head, then her ray gun was out, and a ray lodged itself in the back of one of the Dracs head. He fell to the ground dead even quicker. The other Dracs looked around confused, unsure of where the shot had come from.
Luckily they walked off in the wrong direction. Once they were out of sight I said, "How do you shoot like that?"
"Too many video games." Venom said sarcastically. No sooner had the last syllable left her mouth when a slightly distant shout came from across the parking lot.
The Dracs had just made it to
Mission Revenge 2The sun was just rising when we got the car parked for the beginning of several Appalachian trials. We'd have to abandon the car here; there would be no way it could travel along the paths we planned to take.
"We've got to hike it from here. We'll go as far as we can today, or until we come across a cabin close to a source of water. If we don't find that today, we'll continue tomorrow." I explained what the plan was.
Both of my friends nodded, and we started walking without a word. We all knew this day would come, and we all knew it wouldn't be easy. Not only physically challenging, but emotionally too. None of us would ever see our families again. We were our family now, with any luck we might come across some others, but chances are we won't stick with them.
Our journey continued silently until we came across a cabin. It was the first one we'd seen, but we'd yet to pass a creek or anything.
"Let's check it out before we head on." I suggested. "Venom, would you like to do the honors?"