Saving the Black Parade 16For someone short, you’re still pretty heavy.” Gerard complained, and broke the silence.
Ray chuckled. “I thought so.” I imagined that Adrian had told him that she was doing that just to piss him off.
“How far is this fountain?” Frank asked.
“Uh well,” Mikey consulted the map he still held for a moment. “The map shows that were about halfway there. So It’ll be another half hour of so.”
“Ugh. You are so heavy.” Gee continued to complain.
Adrian looked as if she was trying to laugh, but without being able to open her mouth, it just looked weird.
“Be nice.” Ray told Gee.
“Maybe he will be after this is all cleared up.” Mikey suggested.
“I didn’t mean to do it.” Gee defended himself.
The silence returned while we continued to walk. The whole time I hadn’t really noticed the weight of Frank on my back, and walked along in the form of a horse. Now he was starting to g
Saving the Black Parade15“You did it, you should know how to fix it.” I told him.
“I don’t know. Oh god, she’s freaking out. I’m sorry.” Now he was starting to become panicked.
I sighed. “Ray, do you think you might be able to search through his head and find something to fix this?”
By now, Adrian was practically having a complete break down. Frank had sat her in a chair, and was trying to comfort her.
I was too busy trying to figure out anyway that we could fix this. Maybe now Gerard would be more reluctant to his powers when he doesn’t need too.
“Does anyone know where Sister is? She might be able to help.”
“She stopped by before you and Adrian came down, and told us she was would in the garden for a while.” Mikey told me.
I nodded. “I’m going to go find her.” With that I left the room, and went outside to the side of the house where the garden was located.
The garden was fuckin
Zero Zero second entryAround that time (seven) they started educating me first how to talk and walk and use the toilet and such then reading and writing and such I was still mostly in isolation but I was aloud as many books as I pleased so they became my world.
At ten I was smarter than the average ten year old hell I was smarter than the average highschooler and after reading a book I would stack it up along the walls. Then I got creative and started stacking them up like the houses and cities I’d read about I wanted to live the life I read about people, school, art, poetry, sounds, tastes, everything. That of course was a bad idea and I wouldn’t see another book for years.
Its to easy to go the path of Its to easy to go the path of least resistance
And end up trapped in no where
I cant help but take the harder way
Cause my feet wont stop moving if im not going places (have to reach the stars before this song ends)
Im going insane but that’s obvious With the way I move
My nightmares keep me awake and dreaming (dreaming of a better tomorrow )
And I can never really keep control
I try to be the good little robot im supposed to
But all the pills in the world cant stop these horrors
I just try to keep control and go through the motions
Im trying for my better tomorrow
But even if I reach that far off dream
I don’t think theres a happy end for me
Screaming at angelsI’m screaming at angels
But the words won’t come out
And my voice has gone hoarse
And here I am still screaming at angels
So many questions that have yet to be answered
So much yet I still have to learn
But here I am still screaming at angels
I have too much to fear
And too little to lose
So here I am screaming at angels
They are higher above me
And all that im not
I scream at the angel s I wish to be
Why keep fighting
Why move forward
When all I can do is scream at angels
Does anyone know?
Does anyone care?
That im trapped alone screaming at angels
Will I lose my mind before my soul?
Or will I just fall completely
I don’t want to die screaming at angels
I know when im gone the world will keep turning
And im wasting time screaming at the angels I wish to be
But what other choice do I have when the world can’t accept a creature like me
Trapped between heaven and hell
And wishing to be an angel when demons inhabit the earth
And abandoned by both I am alone forced